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Lost in Love

If I appear lost it is because I do not cling to what you hold to. The path I am on is one you cannot see.

The journey with Love asks for all of me, I cannot go in part. My whole self must needs be gathered up, including the pieces that others have claimed and framed, hung on walls and adorned.

I am reclaiming all the pieces, for I would be whole.

When I sit awhile and wait and ask for courage to continue, this Love, my Love, allows me time, and all the time I feel I need. And then at the right moment Love lifts me to my feet and says, “Now, let us move again.”

This Love knows that what’s ahead is superior to anything I have yet known and will not let me stay in this space forever. Instead Love leads me on: calling me to more, drawing me with glimpses of intimacy and depth and connection that will be possible when I am whole and free.

I am reminded that it is okay to leave things behind. Eventually I will leave it all. It is only the pieces of myself I must bring, and these are pieces of me that others also cling too. They need for me to be what they need me to be, all the while unknowing, unseeing that all I CAN be is what I AM.

I AM true to the blueprint of God in me. A design that is within, woven into my Being, it is not imposed from the outside.

For all of me matters and everything has it’s place in the Light of Love. Nothing of the truth of who I am is lost, and yet all of me is lost to the false world.

I am lost in the depths of Love and found again, complete in these same depths.



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Not Knowing takes my hand

Not knowingAltered by the Moon and Tides of change,

Searching shadows for a thing unknown,

I wander gloomy pathways peering into half light,

I find nothing but ideas trapped in mind.


Caught between worlds real and make believe,

I pick a berry of discontent & taste the bittersweet.

I meet the darkness behind my eyes

& see some things can not be seen.


So I raise my eyes to the moonlight streaming,

walk the road to the highest point,

breathe the mingled crispy lightness

and fling a lost moment to the furthest star.


I turn to meet my new companion:

silent Not Knowing takes my hand.


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March 26, 2018 · 4:00 pm

No Longer in the Safe Space


I can no longer live in the safe space, it is not safe at all.

It was only Fear that trapped me there and tricked me into staying

With steady dripping words of terror in my ear

Covering my eyes and turning everything to grey

But then Love came and stopped me in my fumbling

To sit me down and lift the blindfold…

For a time I was vulnerable to the intensity of Life

I needed shielding as my eyes adjusted to the Light…

So Love found a quieter place and led me there

And as I walked away the shadows shouted at my back

and clutched at any part of me that they could reach.

But Love looked into my eyes all the way deep to my soul

And I saw the shadows were nothing in the Light of Love.

They came from a small and shrinking place,

that one…

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Thoughts on Dancing in the Flow

To get into flow where Life unfolds in the direction of your desires you need two things: A VISION for where you want to be, coupled with grateful CONTENTMENT with where you are at.
Don’t view what you have and what you want in opposition to each other, rather recognise BOTH as part of your reality. They are not opposed, they both exist in your world.
One is formed, one is yet unformed, both states are transient and in-process. Embrace BOTH with vision and gratitude.
You can dance through Life like this like a waltz:
Take one step in the direction of your intent and take two steps in the space you find yourself, content as you are: 1 step intent, 2 steps contentment; 1 step intent, 2 steps contentment, and move into flow.

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It is time

I am ready to begin again,

to pick up my pen – so to speak –

and let my fingers dance on the keys as my heart opens…

The silence as been long enough now,

It is time to release what has been brewing in the deep,

My world is ready for an infusion.

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Chasing Love

As I left the house yesterday morning I saw in the sky a most captivating rainbow:  bright, clear, shining in the mottled grey and blue. Branches of wintery trees cluttered the view beautifully, but roads and houses and power lines also stood in the way.

Suddenly I was compelled to follow it…  Compelled..  Determined.. Gripped with intention.. As one is whenever stopped by a vision of something so beautiful it takes your breath away.

The moment, the vision, it calls to you – it calls to All of you. It breaks through the haziness of living with such clarity.. displaying the Reality of what Life is about so clearly you can only wake up from the daze.

So… I sped off in my little car, darting through the narrow roads in search of a better spot to stand and gaze and drink in the wonder.

I knew what I was looking for: A view unspoiled by stark brick walls or barbed fences, a higher place, a quieter place.

As I drove I kept looking up at the sky, as the foreground was constantly shifting,  I kept getting a new angle and perspective on the brilliance that drew me. And each time the colours shone through I would gasp or sigh.. and make all kinds of delighted little noises to accompany the radiance on my face.

The rainbow was at a constant point in the sky, while I twisted and turned in my path to get to it… Some times I would drive straight towards it – colours shining through the top of my windscreen, sometimes it would peek through my side window, and some times I had  to turn my back to it… simply because this was how the roads ran…

Now and again I took a wrong turn because I was thinking more about the rainbow than the road map! But nothing changed the vision in my mind of what I was looking for and where I was headed until I found that spot… where I could finally stop and be still.

And it was glorious.

This is My Love calling me, drawing me with delight,  bathing me in the essence of Life, reminding me not to forget.. this Promise.


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Escaping the Current

Recently a dear friend told me of the time she nearly drowned. The story struck a chord in me and I wanted to capture the elements that stood out…

She had tumbled from her canoe she found herself caught in the full force of the river, sucked under and into the powerful current. From the surface she had not realised how strong it was because she had watched others pull themselves out of its flow. But now, beneath the surface, she would fight it for her life.

Struggling for breath she mustered all the strength she thought she had, to break free and push to the surface for air.
But her efforts were futile against the force that held her down and dragged her along.
And it was then she realised the men she had seen escape must have been far stronger than she.

Desperate to live, she tried again: gathering strength beyond what she knew she possessed,
to reach for air and save herself.
Still it was not enough… Her head broke the surface for only a moment before she was sucked back down again.
Sheer effort was not enough, she now knew she did not have the strength and must apply herself another way. A strategy was needed.. Instead of going up.. Maybe she could go down, get under the current, and escape that way?
But all physical and conscious efforts proved futile… And the certainty settled in her: there was no way she could get out.

Images of the life she was leaving, thoughts of how she would be remembered filled her mind..
Her life would be seen as she left it now. There was nothing to be done.

But then, as she resigned herself to the current she felt a hand reach in and grab her.. And pull her up and out.

A man had been watching the water and seen her head breaking the surface just once. Certain he seen some thing he went into the river to find her…

When her own efforts to free herself had failed.. Another’s strength pulled her from the current..
But without her struggle, she would not have been seen..

So, while all must be done to free oneself..
All shall be done to set you free.

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